Hi.. Long time no news.. I know.. But juz damn confused with life right now so much so that I juz dun hv the time for a new post especially with all the hw and activities that I have.. Which i think is useless actually... For some at least.. So anyway, currently there's the problem with ks..? Which is not all that complicated actually and can be solve easily especially after cca step down.. T.T I juz need to sort out everything first and all that.. For now.. Den, there's the problem with my mum.. Well.. Lets see. How do I say this? To put it simply, she can juz collapsed and nv wake up agn any moment in my life.. And though I say i hated her like a lot of times, I guess I dun really hate her that much after all.. Dun even think that's possible when I'm like closer to her than my father too.. And I dun think i'll be okay on that day too, if it happens.. Third, there's the problem with my nephew.. I juz dun get it! Why the hell must he behave like this??! Can't he see that my mum is not feeling well already?! And he still over there keep making her angry.. Even I tried not to now.. Though took a lot on my side to not quarrel with her too.. Idk anymore!!! I gave up on trying to figure it out!!! All I know now is that my heart's in a mess and I juz dun hv the energy to care anymore!! .....
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