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Hi guys! Tmr marks the third week since i hv started working. The environment there is vry nice even though the pay isnt a lot. I always feel working there too! The ppl working there are all so nice besides one who is literally dubbed the complain queen down there.. Haha she's always complaining or gossiping about someone which makes everyone not liking her... -.- Anyways, juz a brief summary of what had happened the last two weeks. On the first day of the first week, i literally collapsed once i rch hm.. >< My leg is so pain and tired!!!! D: First is coz i gotta stand there for the whole day that i've been working, and also the fact that no customer equals to stoning equals to leg vry pain.. Haha. Even now, when i'm more or less alr use to it, my leg still tend to feel pain if i stand there for too long without moving ard.. So i hv taken to moving ard once in a while if there's no customer at all since i dun wan a repeated episode of me collapsing once i rch hm.. -.- Anyways, after the first day, my leg tend to ache less so i began to enjoy working there! Its so fun there with the part-timers :D Coincidental or not? One of the part-timers there, Wang Ting, is the cousin of Wei Jun, who is also my fren since p3, being in the same sku as him in both pri and sec sku. What a small world! Haha. As for the second week, it turn a little boring... As Gui Ying went overseas, thus leaving me there alone with only Xian Hao (the only male part-timer) to accompany me since he's in the morning shift with me. Thus the 'rumour' of me and Xian Hao being couple began~ Due to Wang Ting and Nisha (the oldest part-timer there) being bored and decided to tease we two x.x Though its funny seeing his reaction to it, it tends to get irritating after a while as i alr had enough being teased about it at HaoYu's workplace... >< Sighh.. Lol. On sat though... The flow of customer is lyk insane sia! There's lyk soooo many customer due to well.. Being sat and all and coz of the ongoing promo there. Why..? Thats a vry good qn. Since when promo of bras is so popular?! Haishh. Haha anyways, me and Xian Hao and Wang Ting ended up helping the cashiers as requested by Caroline as the queue is wayyy too long! Hahaha !! Anyways! Gtg liao haha got work tmr! :D

Hi guys! It's been a while since my last post. Heheh xD Sorry sorry :P Anyways, i'll try to post what has been going on till now i guess! Will do my best xDD For the record, during olevels, i met up with hy and gy during a few of the days for lunch and to 'study' tgt. Tho in the end we ended up juz fooling ard and not studying at all to release the pent up stress and tension haha. After olevels, we went karaoke-ing on 11 nov and movies on 15 nov since mine end on 15 while their's ended on 11. So unfair right?! Haha whats with me taking pure bio and all after all xP Not much of a choice there. Sighh.. Anyways, after that i went to Genting for three days two nights - 16 nov to 18 nov - and Desaru for two days - 23 & 24 nov. During the week between my two trips, gy and i look for a part time job from pretty much everywhere, northpoint, hub, j8 etc etc. And finally! During the week, we got accepted into BHG as sales assistant! Tho im not totally into sales, i decided to accept since its like 'why not?', its a chance for me to learn smth new and all after all so i decided to try it out. And know what? My job started tmr! I'm so looking forward to it! Cant wait! Hahaa. Even tho the buying shoes and clothes part is damn irritating but its okay! Heheh xD A chance for shopping is welcome after all! Tho now i only hv 3 days to myself since my job last throughout the dayyy... Haishh. Oh well~ Anyways, gotta go now! Hv to slp early for more energy to work tmr! Goodnight everyone! :D

Hi! Officially graduated from AMKSS last fri, 11 oct! Glad to know that ive finally graduated and that i can get out of that accursed sku like finally! (yes!) haha xD Anyways, during the ceremony, i sorta teared up during the video the teachers made for us.. Its so meaningful yet nice in their own different ways! And Evangeline's pri sku pic is so CUUUUUTE!!!!!!!! Haha xD Thats out of the topic heheh xP As for now, i'll juz briefly say what happened that day. After the ceremony, after the videos and the songs form teachers dedicate to us, which i hv to emphasise that Mr Tan's singing rocks!! Haha and after that, we walk out of the hall via the red carpet while shaking hands with the teachers while a lot of us try to control our crying.... Lucky i didnt cry.. Phew.. To proceed down to the foyer for the buffet provided by the sku. And for the first time, the skuu isnt stingy in their buffet!! Yay! But i only ate one marshmallow thats suppose to dip into the chocolate fountain, haha~ Its looks so delicious! But sadly i too full to eat anything le... x.x And during that period, i help Evangeline with taking pictures with the various teachers before i left since i not really the taking photo kind >_< Blehh! Other thann that then there's nth le. Besides Keng Swee stupid idea of a pictures which is actually quite funny while watching but troublesome and stupid. In my view. (shrug) Gotta goo! Bye! :D

Hi guys! :D Made cookies with gy today!! Its so fun! Haha~ Turn out my mum is juz there to help us put the cookies into the oven while we do the rest xD Heheh! First time experience rocks! ^^ I shall give out the cookies on fri during graduation ceremony! Yippee! Cant wait for it! :D First time's the charm i guess! ;D Shall look forward to another chance of making cookies if i can :))

hi.... worst day ever in my whole 16 yrs life. nv been in such misery before.. guess thats my fate huh..? for lying to my teacher and not going to ec and all that i guess.. i wonder.. why did i even go to amkss in the first place?! why am i so stupid?! i dun get it anymore!! all 4 yrs in amkss. 4 yrs of misery! why... why did i go to amkss..?! all 4 fucking yrs in amkss. not one single yr there's more happiness den misery experienced in all 4 fucking yrs! i dun get it anymore... why is my life in such misery..... i dun even get the point of living anymore.. i wonder.. would it be better if i had juz ended my life in p5? why didnt i do it den? maybe coz of all my friends (true friends, that is) that keeps me going i guess... sighh..

Hi guys! First day of sku back to amkss and i am alr tired of sku... Why cant thr be hols instead of lessons? It's not like thr's anything left to teach us besides more exam papers being thrown to us anyways.. Sighh. Let's see.. I got back my humanities results today and lets juz say that its such a normal occurrence that i flung it. Have been flunging humans since lower sec anyways.. So mot surprised by now.. -.- Dun like humans too! Whats the use of it sia.. Unless u r becoming part of the workforce in the government or a geologist.. There wont be any use of humans besides that! Stupid sia.. Other than that.. Got back my EL Editing too.. Which is a '2' and im not surprised at all as well. Its usual by now that i cant score well for editing during exam for some unknown reason.. Other than that... Its like more EL during CL lesson now since its 'free period' now for me.. Why cant the sku juz let us hv normal free period and let us do our own revision instead?! Its so useless! At least, to me it is. Haishh.. Anyways, cant talk much. Eyes closing.. Wonder y.. HW not finished too.. Prepare get scolded tmr.. I dun give a damn anymore le! *pout* Lols.. Bye~

Hi guys.. Prelim 3 is coming! Which is like nxt week.... Stress >< Gonna start revising and heck-caring hw liao. Haha xD Good luck to everyone taking exam!! I gtg eat my breakfast alr before my mum skin me alive... -.-"

Hi guys! Currently totally stress sorta overload. Juz got news that the supplier supplying my blogshop with squishies is scammed.. And she's unable to return us the money as she's more or less broke too... Now we have to ans the customers' demand and be at their mercy.. Technically im not the one since i'm usually juz in charge of meeting ppl to pass them their stuffs or to get the money for their preorder items.. But now so many trouble.. Haishh.. Irritating.. And with the building amount of hw too.. I wonder..? Did the teachers alr gave up on my class? Do i still even wan to continue my studies? Cant help thinking bout it.. I dun even wan to do hw nowadays.. Let alone having mock tests/exams etc etc.. What should i do?? The question i've been wondering and thinking about since this mth started.. When did my reluctance to do the hw even started in the first place? Sigh.. Sadly this cant be cured from the happiness that i experienced ytd.. But oh well. I'm soo not gonna go much into it coz its awkward for me to even type it out. Haha~ But anyways, going 10pm soon.. Im gonna go slp early. My eyes keep closing involuntarily.. D:

Hi guys! Took the LRT for the first time in my whole life!! Yippee!! It's so fun yet exciting! Such a weird experience also! Ohmygosh! Haha~ Taking the LRT for the first time is like taking a super toned down version of a roller coaster! Yay!! Haha~ I'm gonna leave it like that xD Gotta go prepare eat dinner and all that le! Bye~

Hi guys! Prelim 2 finally over and the teachers are now marking the papers! So anxious... >< Wonder how i'll do for prelim 2.. But sadly, cant get back the papers yet as the teachers havent marked finish and the earliest we can get the papers back is like tmr or fri?? But if this week also not a lot of time as, especially for bio and physics, the syllabus are not finished yet and the teachers are rushing to finish teaching the syllabus before prelim 3 started.. Sigh. When can i get back the exam papers? Though i dun really wanna get back also since i didnt do very well for some of the papers, especially amaths... :( The amaths papers are so hard!!!! D: I'll be happy as long as i get at least B alr sia.. Sadly my teacher wont thing so... >< Haishh... Anyways, tmr is the 'O' Level MTL Oral Examination. Feel so stressed now >< Totally no time to study, or even read up sia...! Due to the hw given and tuition... Sigh :( No choice le, gotta read up for oral tmr liao... Lucky i'm the 12th one! ^^ At least got a bit time to study! ._.

Hi everyone!! Been vry long since my last post so i'm gonna make this post as long as i can to make up for it ;) Well, i'm juz gonna talk bout what had happened during the june hols since well... Currently is the june hols?? Haha ;D Okay... So well anyways. First week of june hols is technically a nightmare!! There's like MTL 'O' on the first freaking day of the hols!? Like hao xuan bu xuan must literally the first day of hols to have the 'O' ... -.-'' After that, we have the day off on tue followed by conquer o on wed and thurs, den eng prelim 2 on fri.. Which is actually quite fun and all though its the prelim. Heheh xD After eng prelim, evangeline and i decided to go to the newly opened Foodfare at hub for lunch. And we also chanced upon the girls in my class. Which is actually not all that surprising but surprising nonetheless since i didn't expect to see them there and all that due to various reasons! Haha. But den agn, its after prelim, so it may not be all that surprising after all~ Well, anyways, we finished lunch after a while and since with a lot of time, we decided to go and watch a movie!! Which is very impromptu but we manage to survive it using the 'little' money that we have.... *note the sarcasm ty :)* Well, since evan cant really watch without telling her mum that its for free, i decided to treat her to the movie while she's in charge of the food which caused me to totally become bankrupt... >< But cant help it, so oh well *shrug* At least the movie [Epic] is worth it since it actually suit my taste and not too cartoon-ish as idk y but i cant really stand cartoon without at least a bit of adventure or mystery added into it. ^^ After that week, with nth fun happening on the weekends(i think?), the second week comes.. Along with 2 days of conquer o before we are let off for the hols.. Though not really too, with the amount of hw given as well.. ._. For the weekend that week, i went out three days!! Yay~ For one of the days, i went out with Mariel to ION Orchard and Takashimaya! The aim that day is to let Mariel buy Father's Day present for her dad and for me to buy ring file for my notes! Haha xP Being hardworking doesn't suit but oh well. I dun wanna disappoint my mum by not doing well for the 'O' so im gonna work hard and get into the course i wanna go! Since my that disappointing of a brother let her down so her hopes are all on me now... Sigh.. -.- I'm so stressed out by her.. Oh and my brother and niece join us too! Since according to my brother, he say he was too bored at home and ask me whether he can join me and Mariel or not.. Awkward much? But turn out actually quite fun since my niece is there and all and he's bringing us all over Orchard so that Mariel and i wont get lost.. Agn. Which is actually quite often especially since our direction sense is surprising bad.. Haha xD After that, we went back to hub since we need to take bus and all that hm and to go arcade since its only a little after 4pm. And we decided to go since we both dun hv to be hm that early. And the arcade trip actually vry epic. Since we both ended up with a bruise in one of our fingers while playing 'Air Hockey' with one another and with my niece! :D Playing with her is so fun! Though it turn out vry lol for my niece coz she still wanna play but cant since its alr 5+ .... ~.~ Before that though, Mariel and I went to play 'Reflec Beat' and 'Jubeat' while my niece took the extra card that i hv to play the cooking mama game. Lols. After the last game, we went off to the counter to exchange for a passcode notebook using the points accumulated overtime. Which i state i'm giving it to her as her bday present and she's like 'huh......' haha. But i still giving her smth else though i think i'm get in trouble for it since its actually quite useless after all. Haishh... For the second day, i went to the movie with evangeline and her family! Its free ticket that her mum got xD How her mum get it? Im not gonna go in detail about it. Heheh ^^ The movie that we go watch is [Man in Steel]. At first, i dun wanna go watch since its some superhero movie which i hv totally no interest in but after watching it, i realise that its actually quite nice since the story is not quite what i hv expected. The story practically revolved around the main character and how he grows up on Earth after his homeland is destroyed. And also how he save the Earth even though ppl look at him different and how he decided to save it even though its not his homeland which i find that its vry admirable. Oh! And before the movie, i went Toys R Us with Evan and her brother Esmond. We bought 4 capsule toys in total, 2 each for one of us, while waiting for their mom. Haha. Childish, yes but its fun! And its nice being childish once in a while due to the stress building up from the coming exam.. After the movie, we went to the burger king at nex for late night supper~ Or is it dinner? Oh well. Haha For the third day, i went to church with evan. The svc that day is.... Boring. To put it simply. But i manage to survive thru it with evan dozing off now and then... -.-'' Haha. But the day is overall fun. But sadly.. I cant seem to recall much of it so i wont be talking too much bout it. After the adventure during the 2nd week, on we go to the third week! To put it simply. The third week is.... Fun and boring. Why? For the whole week, i went out on the first three days. But stayed at home for the rest of the week due to the worsening haze from Indonesia... >< Anyways, one of the days, i went out with Valeria for movie! Agn i know but is my dasao and kor going watch first den become they not going so... Not my problem xP We go watch [Pee Mak] which is actually a ghost movie, but its a depressing one instead of it being the usual which is pure horror. The story is so sad that it caused me and Valeria to start tearing up... After the movie, we went arcade! Haha. And did i mention we literally bumped into the ncc grp? Nope? Oh ok den. 10min before the movie starts, we rush to burger king so that i can get smth to eat as i havent eat lunch. On the way there, we met Jun Jie and Joel and proceeded to talk to Joel for a while since he's waiting for the rest. And whats even funnier? We saw Jun Jie at the 4th floor, Joel at the 1st floor and Bob at the 2nd floor... -_- If its not for the starting of the movie, we are actually tempted to go and see whether we'll see any of them at any other floors or not. Call it bo liao or whatever but it'll really be vry funny if it actually happens...! xD After going arcade, we went our separate ways. Valeria go NTUC to buy mask and i go Koi look for my kor and niece! My niece going to get ear hole that day! And with me nth do, i go pei them. Heheh ^^ She so indecisive sia...! She's like get what colour leh...? Haha. After that, we went hm and den my mum start questioning why i so late den go home till i tell her i go find my kor and niece she den let me off... Wth is this sia...?! T.T On another day, i went out doing homework with Haoyu. Actually my mum dun wan to let me go out but heheh.. With my stubbornness, who can stop me siol. Haha xP That day the haze quite serious so we mostly stay indoors till the psi lowers den i went hm. And coincidently, since i that day hv tuition, i sadly still hv to go for tuition...What makes it worse is that the psi rise to 290 !! Like seriously?!?! Due to the psi rising till 290 at 10pm and consequently 321 at 11pm... This rapid rise in psi totally juz cause me to become grounded.. Literally. Furthermore, its by the haze and not by my mum. Wow, the irony of the situation. And for the rest of the week, i'm thoroughly bored out of my life due to the stupid haze... And even till now, with the psi being so low, i'm still not allowed to go out.. What the heck is this siol! Haishh... -.- And now on to the fourth week. I'm still stuck at home with hw all undone and i alr wanna die coz i totally no mood to do... >< Sigh.. Life sucks. Especially with the haze. Gonna go do my hw le... Especially tuition ones.. x.x Bye and i'll hv a new update soon!! ^^

Hi guys! Finally got to know all of my results and the overall score that i had gotten for all the different sucjects. Though i failed three subjects, i'm glad to knw that at least there is some improvements even though i still failed. Now my goal is to at least pass these three subjects that i had failed and at the same time, maintain the results that i had gotten for the other four subjects or better yet, have some improvements. But then again, this may not be very easy as my sku tend to overprepare its students which is good, but sometimes may demoralized ppl.... -.-'' In addition to that, my pri sku frens all tell me that my sku's paper really hard too! Wow! :O Juz how hard is the paper? Is it that hard? Or is it coz i'm alr used to the standard of the paper, resulting in me not finding as hard as my frens had said?? Oh well, nvm that for now. PTC is nxt week and if i'm not wrong, report book will be given out by latest next wed too! Cant wait for it! Though i dun really wanna take it back also since my results had actually deteriorate instead of improving. BUT!! That can be solved easily. There's still two more prelims before the actual 'O' Level, so i juz have to work harder in order to pass all my subjects and get a better result for the next prelim! :D Hope i'll be able to achieve it! ^^

Hi guys!! Got back most of my results by now. Quite satisfied with some of them while some though I'm not really satisfied, I'm glad that I at least have some improvement. At least that what I realise for bio and English. With my English teacher saying that I got improvement for English and that I juz need to work harder for my expository writing and I can be sure that I can do well for paper 1 nxt time. Weird.. *shrug* Dont really knw what teacher means until I saw my results.. Haha. Flung my writing and surprising got quite high for situational writing such that I totally like cant even believe it.... Wow.. As for bio... Though is the same as English overall still fail, I'm still glad to see that my bio had improved from a F9 to a D7!! So happy !! xD For the rest, my results is either the same as always or got slight improvement which is a good thing :) Including geog !! ^^ As for ss, Amaths and chem, I'm getting them back later with Amaths being the first and ss being the last.... Oh gosh.. So anxious now !! Heheh >.< Hope i cam get a good result and not flung all of them.....

Hi! Prelim 1 ended two days ago! Yippee!! xD But sadly, that means that conquer o is starting soon... Haishh... -.-'' Oh well, no choice. MTL Olevel coming soon on 3 June.. So stress >.< Can't flung or my mum will kill me.. Especially oral and listening, only one chance. So die die can't do badly! And talking bout conquer o... What's the use of having conquer o during the June hols? Like two weeks some more... Especially for the subjects that alr finish the syllabus.. Like, can't they juz give us papers or smth instead? Two weeks... Better not be like March hols everyday Amaths.. Will die siol!! X.X

Depressions.. Something that I am more and more familiar with as time goes by.. I feel depressed now and then more often now.. And if that's not enough? I only dun feel depressed when I'm with my frens and most importantly, not alone.. When I'm alone, I keep thinking of pessissmistic thoughts and all this ended up with me having a depression, be it a minor one or a major one.. In addition, I also will get depression juz from being bored... What the hell is wrong with me nowadays?! Idk myself anymore.... D:

Took back around half of the papers for common tests... Flung language and did surprisingly well for the rest... Can't say I'm not shock when I took back my ss paper though.. Can't believe I did so well for it... Especially since I didn't study for chapter 6 since I left my notes and tb in sku... -.- As for the rest.. I'll juz say that I'm not looking forward to getting them back since they are more of the subjects that I'm not as good in or is pressurized one way or another by the teachers one... I'm dead...

Hi.. Long time no news.. I know.. But juz damn confused with life right now so much so that I juz dun hv the time for a new post especially with all the hw and activities that I have.. Which i think is useless actually... For some at least.. So anyway, currently there's the problem with ks..? Which is not all that complicated actually and can be solve easily especially after cca step down.. T.T I juz need to sort out everything first and all that.. For now.. Den, there's the problem with my mum.. Well.. Lets see. How do I say this? To put it simply, she can juz collapsed and nv wake up agn any moment in my life.. And though I say i hated her like a lot of times, I guess I dun really hate her that much after all.. Dun even think that's possible when I'm like closer to her than my father too.. And I dun think i'll be okay on that day too, if it happens.. Third, there's the problem with my nephew.. I juz dun get it! Why the hell must he behave like this??! Can't he see that my mum is not feeling well already?! And he still over there keep making her angry.. Even I tried not to now.. Though took a lot on my side to not quarrel with her too.. Idk anymore!!! I gave up on trying to figure it out!!! All I know now is that my heart's in a mess and I juz dun hv the energy to care anymore!! .....

Loneliness.. Something that i felt more and more aften nowadays.. Especially when i'm at home.. Hated the feeling yet i cant help revelling in it.. Coz at least it made me feel something.. This feeling... I started feeling it last year actually but its easier to ignore it then.. Now? Not as easy already but i'm still able to ignore it. Though its with some difficulty.. Recently, i started calling ppl for chatting or juz texting them to ignore it.. Which is only temporary but.. Well its still better than nth at all.. Wonder when i'll stop feeling lonely.. Or is there a reason that i'm feeling this way? I dun wan to know nor do i wish to know.. It'll only make me more aware of it and make the feeling even more worse.. Hopefully i won't have this feeling of loneliness when the prelims start or i think i'll be in trouble then... :/

Hi!! Have fun today though albeit ended up with a bit of sore throat after the day.. Heheh xD So anyways.. Since my mum wanna me to go slp now.. I juz give a brief summary of today..! So for today, I met up with Evangeline and went to kbox. We stayed there like three hours den went to hub's food junction for lunch at like around 2:30pm.. I think? Ruth estimation.. Den eating halfway suddenly got rat ran across.. -.- That's like soooo epic manx!!! >.< After that, we went arcade like awhile and decided to go back since its like quite late alr... And we both have to be home for various reasons... Den all the way till night..? I got like some sort of reunion dinner den after that played poker for like few hours.. All the way till like around 10min ago... ?? Well.. Anyway as, mum's nagging.. Gotta go!! Nights!! ^^

Hi!!! CNY Celebration is approaching and I'm so looking forward to it!!! x.x OMIGOSH!! I'm so looking forward to my sku one!! wonder how this year's will be like.. I mean like the CNY Celebration for my sku is getting more and more interesting so I'm like so wondering what the sku have in stall for us this year!! Man!! I can't wait!! xD Though I do have one thing I'm not sure about also... Should I go back aps?? I mean like CNY Celebration I usually dun go back since there won't be a lot of ppl also so now pretty much confused also... Haiz.. -.-

Hi!! Went to Vienna for dinner today!! So nice there also!! xD From my point of view, I find that Vienna is a lot better than Sakura!! I wished I can go there eat agn sia.. So many more things to eat as compared to Sakura but its quite ex so might not be as often as Sakura.. For Vienna, it cost $50+ while for Sakura, it cost $30+ which is around $20 more.. Wow.. That's a lot but the stuffs there are more worth it as compared to Sakura so I seriously dun regret going there to eat today though its been raining for the whole day... Anyways, I dun really know what to say also.. Haha~ And I'm gonna go slp now... Sigh.. Goodnight everyone!! :D

Hi! Today's the second day of Learning Festival (LF) and i can only say that i'm mentally spent... Feel so tired throughout the whole thing sia.. Den is like if fell aslp will be very rude to Gary some more.. So in a sense i've been trying to keep myself awake using different methods for these two days.. So anyways.. For Day 1, we were introduced to Coach Gary, or Gary as he said he's only a few years older and dun wanna be called Mr. Gary by us.. *shrug* Who knows guys can be sensitive to this kind of things too.. Lol~ In Day 1, we stayed in sku all the way till 5:30pm and towards the end, which is around maybe one or two hours after lunch, most of us started to get tired.. Well, its been one whole day so i can't really say that we can be very energitic after that.. However, throughout all that, we manage to learn how the different jobs is suitable for the individuals and handphone etiquette and other stuffs which will benefit us when we decided to go out for the applying of jobs in the near future.. So.. For the personality chart, or DISC as we usually call it, enable us to find out what our personality is and the kind of jobs that'll be more suitable for us. For example.. For me, my personality is a 'S' which is more of the taking care of people kind and a bit of the introvert since ppl with the 'S' personality tend to be more shy but is a great listener to their friends when their friends encounter some problems in their life.. Which makes me so understand why that time i manage to persuade HaoYu out of his 'depression' after hearing him say what had happen.. Another example will be KS !! xP Heheh!! I'm so gonna bully him here ^^ Haha~ Jkjk. Anyways, his personality is 'D' which is something that i expected since Shanise's is 'D' and 'C' which is complementary. Anyway, back to the topic, for the 'D' personality ppl, they tend to be the more dominant kind and more of natural leader which is most probably why Evangeline and KS dun really get along since 'D' and 'S' are the direct opp.. Wonder why i get along with him so well sia.. Den agn.. Mine is a dominant 'S' while Evangeline's is 'S' and 'I'.. So that might explain y they dun get along bah.. Who knows.. I dun and i'm not interested in knowing :P Den agn, with KS's personality, i'm not surprised also.. He can be even more irritating than HaoYu at times.. And i can only agree with Evangeline that he can so irritating that i seriously feel like smacking him upside down at times.. Ok.. Enough with the 'bullying' of some sorts.. xD For today, we learnt about psychological barriers and what we can do to overcome the barriers. First, i'm so gonna say Gary is so freaking cool when he tear the paper and threw it on the floor!!! The paper is the one that we are suppose to write how we can possibly overcome the barriers so that we will be able to achieve our goals. He's like so damn zai sia..!! Throwing the paper on the floor after tearing it and still saying all those stuffs that made us think that what he say is very inspiring and made us wanna achieve our goals even more!! Some more his results is even worse than my class one when he's in sec sku!! OMIGOSH!! >< Oh well.. Enough with the fan-girling.. xP Haha~ Gotta go now! ^^ Wonder how tmr's will be like.. *shrug* Dun too boring can le.. Hopefully.. These two days very fun so hapefully the last day won't like ruin the fun that we had for these two days :)

Hi!! School has been reopened for two and a half weeks now.. How is it? It's been quite stressful for me (even though i dun look like it) and i feel as if i'm gonna go insane just from the amount of stress the sku is giving to me, to us, the sec4s. Don't they know that ppl can only tolerate a limited amount of stress before they go insane?? Are the sku just plain stupid or what? I understand the need to push us even further in order to ensure that we get A1s for the 7 or more that we took but its still too much.. I mean like there's still tuitions and CCAs and all the outside curriculum activities that we ourselves have!! Even with my not as tight schedule as compared to other ppl, i already feel as if i'm gonna die soon if the amount of stress keeps increasing.. D: And the CCAs?! They only added to our troubles!! Why can't they just lessen the time for CCAs??! Its so stressful especially when you still have homework to do and tuition after that!! And what happen if you got thing on after your CCA ?? You won't even have time to complete your homework let alone sleep. Then when you nv get enough rest, you'll get sick and getting sick will only create even more trouble for us! Its so irritating! .... So anyways, let's not complain bout all that anymore since there's no point complaining about it since it can't be changed and all.. All we can do now is try to manage it and not go insane from all of it.. Now i see why the ppl who can't handle too much stress tend to not go JCs.. Either that, or they think too lightly of themselves and juz totally decided not to even try to finish the year so that they can juz totally 'throw' away all the things learnt in schools and finally relax for once after years of being so stressed up.. Oh well.. No point talking about it now.. My school's Learning Festival is tomorrow and i thought it would have gave us a chance to finally relax but i guess thats not gonna happen unless 'O' Level is over... So a brief summary of it will be: the Sec1s will be their Orientation Camp, Sec2s STEM Camp, Sec3s.. I have no idea... Haha~ Usually is Adventure Camp but i think they change it or smth since the first day, which is tomorrow, the Sec3s will be having E-learning.. I have totally no idea why and i dun wish to know as well.. Lol.. And well.. For the Sec4s, which includes me, we'll be having this career talk thingy and worshop which i have totally no idea what is it about.. All i know is that it is gonna be so super boring... Sigh.. -.-'' Will update agn on whether the Learning Festival is at least a bit interesting or not.. Or will it be as boring as i thought?? Good luck to everyone anyways! Especially if they're taking 'O' Level this year.. Oh, and to the Sec2s for their streaming exercise and the P6s who are taking their PSLE :D